E maaya chesaavo..

An awesome poem by an anonymous author.

I was a child ,the stream tried to sink me
They wanted to teach me to swim
I jumped into the stream
The strong currents tried to scatter me
I learned to swim against the stream,across it
I felt how successful me
As I lay on the bank of the stream

A gentle wind blew upon me
I liked its pace n elegance....
what I took for friendship ,was the wind's love for me
Its unusual silence taught me the ways of the world.
The affection grew and gripped me
The wind took me to where I have never been before....
I wished it could accompany me( for ever n ever)
Its gentle presence became a desired whirlpool for me
I was going to a shore I never intended to be at.......
With my sweet wind's presence I caught a big fish
The strength and words of confidence knew no precedence
One fateful day the same stream wouldnt approve of the wind's presence....
For the fear of the strem drowning my beloved
I bid the wind a tearful bye
And plunged into the stream to save my beloved and wished I would be drowned

The stream will never know my sacrifice nor my beloved for whom I gave up all I had
This time can I swim without the wind to a new dawn that promises everything glorious?

MY quotes

Theres nothing called as Trust. Its just our appetite for risk.

Never believe when someone says you are their life. Tomorrow someone else may be their life and you will end up lifeless.

Theres nothing as Selflessness or Selfishness. Nobody does anything for other.

Lifes most tragic words

Naa baada naanu minchi pothundi..yedalothulo oka kshanam vechi choodamandi...aa gayaalu eppatiki nilichipothaayi..okasari geetha daathinanduku..evariki anyayam cheyyaledu...naanu nenu migilchaanu....shtruvullu cheyyalenidi naaku nenu chesukunna..evarni ani emi labham naa kanneeeru neeku kanuka isthunna!!

When I struggle to survive

I want to change and change
as fast as if nothing changed
so much , I am never the same
placing me in a plane of no past
mind no more memorising the moments
when pangs of separation pain me so deep
not all words put together can explain
where even best poets pale in to describe
my struggle to rise from my ruins
dying every minute, still living long
with the sweet punishment you gifted
on my birthday, a very happy birthday
making it memorable even for years unborn
for the heinous crime of loving you
loving so much as none has ever done
done so truly, faithfully and heartfully
What fun you gain, when I am begone?

This is not a fiction
but truth at its best
even if not to the fullest
I write these when I am at my life's worst
If at all if you can ever trust

Mom was right

My mom keeps saying
I know not the ways of the world
and how to live

I always said
see through my eyes
there is a world of difference
and in it lies the bliss

But, may be this is the time
to accept my defeat in life
not as I lost to mom
but as I lost to myself
When I am nearing my ruin
as I can no longer take this pain
from the path I have chosen
my path leaving me nowhere
but ending in neverending sorrow
when I knew my eyes showed me
what I wanted but not what they saw

My mom was right in saying
'I know not the ways of the world
and how to live

Love never ends

I said I am in love, when I longed for her
she could not digest, when I landed there
says I crossed -the line of friendship
beyond which, she could never reach
cross my heart, I never knew these lines
I believed we were so close as no line could pass

She wanted an end, a good one to a good friend
this pierced my heart for I was in love, a true one
when the end is for good, the end is good , I said
when she ran and ran, away, until I lost her
astonishing similarities brought us together
one difference separated us forever

I lost my love, she lost a friend
what difference these two make
when the feelings remain the same
these names have played a game
these rose high above the feelings
when fate has given our relation, a mate

She thought
Everything was fine at the time of hey
negatives rolled in at the end of the day
I thought
Everyone shows where we are strong
but only those who love, dare show wrong
strengths, I cared not , as everyone will
weakness, I had to, as no other will
I wanted to see her on top of the world
evenwhile I was losing my ground

I wanted her path not to be narrow
but it has hit her like an arrow
on a wounded heart, bringing more sorrow
I accept, truth is not tasty and has a way to say
I had no other go, when relation was in sway
myself, placed in land of loneliness, created by bay

Ever if I get a chance to have my say, again
I love to ask a question, which brought me pain
Ás a human, as a true friend of mine
you cared to bring me out of pain
but, when you knew, the core of my life
why have you left me in the lonely lanes of life?

She thought she has left me forever
she was in my eyes, she knew never
I could feel her in the fragrance of flowers
the cool breeze of the hills, the music of the waves
I live to see the ethereal beauty of her smile
smile of my girl, the best I came accross in my life

Learning while losing

I was in love, when I was a child
I never, expressed my feelings
for fear, she would leave me alone
As I never did, she left, for a man
I moaned , I grieved, I suffered all alone
and these made me man

I am in love, when I am a man
I expressed my feelings, to my girl
for fear, I will miss her
As I did, she left me forever
I moaned , I grieved, I suffered all alone
and these taught me not to love again

Virtuous or Vicious

As I suffer more, day by day
Day began, loving it more and more
More I loved , more I found
I found it in happiness and sorrow
Happinss and sorrow, in and out, were same
'Same' would make me 'sane'
'Sane' I would cease to suffer
Suffer not at all, would make me insane

So, I suffer more or less, as
I turn sane or insane, day by day

When ''Ceasefire" fires

Let my thoughts be thwarted and passions be perished
when I can no longer take the pain
who has inflicted this, me or my love
The more I ponder, the far I was to answer
My nerves and veins are bursting as
flooding thoughts drain my heart and sap my soul
with these futile thoughts leaving me asunder

Why they come in and go
when I know they are of no meaning
I may become an arrow, stray, for either
as the bow began to crack and may break
Let me rise from the ashes of my heart and mind
with no heart to feel and no mind to think
I pray this to myself, as I prey myself to thoughts

Tragic Truth

Before...
I am still a child who needs my mothers care
I laugh when others laugh
I cry when others cry
I jump and sing and dance
To see life in the lives
Love all and live for all is my will
Remaining untouched by hypocrisy
And being a baby for life is my bliss

Now…
Never Never Never again believe in man
Truth has taken its toll
What meant to me a life
Seemed to be a joke on their part
What I had understood through life
Has gone wrong to the roots

I was told ‘never give up, never give up’
But when I turned up to that
I have been given up
With a bash on my face

Upheld promises have gone by
No trace of tacit understandings
The lost love has changed its face
History has shown its back again
And man has ceased to be human
As deceit has stabbed truth unto its death

A new life is born and a
Brutal battle has begun
In which barbarity is at its best
Ruthless reign will last forever
As mercy matters me no more
When the mind has taken the reins

Live for thyself, live for thyself-a new lesson learnt
Live and let die has become my will
When my tears made my vision clear
Right or wrong neither occur to me
For the symbol of humanity
Has been drowned to his depth
A lesson which lasts for life
Never Never Never believe in man again

Lines & Circles: The Geometry of life

'Friends and Friendship' meant me a life
my joy lay in loving friends, but
I was told that there are ...
some lines not to be crossed
circles which should not be intruded into
whose geometry I could never comprehend
for I believed in a circle
whose horizons can never be crossed
where everyone lived in harmony
with everything to share and nothing to hide

I never thought of any lines to exist
They never thought of any lines to vanish
These lines have led to a chasm, I could not digest
They placed rules of conscience above conscience
and laws of happiness above happiness
They never knew the pain when these
lines and circles cut through my heart
will says I'm right and the world says I'm not
right or wrong, the line has been drawn
and the damage done, as passion passes away

For them...
Neither truth or trust nor friend or love shall remain forever
for their feelings are surreal and fade away with time
and so shall their lines fade in their ignorance
only to show that I was right in my act
but still I shall loose, as I love the world
as their loss is mine and their victory theirs
hahaaa...never be in love; if in-make your heart to win a loss
and see yourself broken and say 'still, I love you my friend'
Alas! lines can ruin the lives.......

Mistaken Identity

They see me thru casteism
They see me thru religionalism
They see me thru regionalism
They see me thru linguism
They see me thru nationalism
but they fail to see me thru humanism
hmmm...and that is What I am